Tuesday, 18 November 2008

Here's another one

Hey there gang, it’s 4 30 am and I thought of dropping a line before I go to bed, so as to be reassured that I am addicted to the inter web.

So, after waking up at 3 in the afternoon after getting drunk in the city that I dissed and with the people I praised in my last entry, I spent most of my time until now trying to write a 1,500 words essay.

Well I’ve written 500 words till now the rest can wait until tomorrow but that’s not the point. As I was inhaling some of my 5,80 pounds nicotine, this thought hit me and I said that it would be a good idea to write it down, maybe put it out there, not only because I want to share it with any one who reads this but also because most of the time I forget what I was thinking the last night while I was staying up instead of sleeping.

All the things that I was taught that were wrong when I was younger they still seem to be wrong, but the bad thing is that some of them that I was considering as being right is worse than the wrong things.

Here’s an example: “it is wrong and irresponsible getting drunk.” Well on the one hand it is wrong getting drunk everyday cause obviously it leads to alcoholism and to addiction maybe, I’m not an expert so I’ll shut up talking about what it leads to, but I wonder what is better drunken sincerity or sober lies? Yes you shake more and act like an idiot but think about this: would you say the things that are in your mind today and on the spot or they’d be drowned in the sea of sobriety and you’d wish you would have said them?

Bottom line and point of this blog is not to praise the alcohol or dish what I was taught by my family, but say that I believe we’re already lost and closed in our own little worlds so as to take into consideration rules that will make us “appropriate” and what some people called “normal” for this perfect world. And if I ever have a kid the first advice I’d give him/her once can understand is to spill chocolate ice cream on the sofa, drink from the bottle and make his self and the people that surround him/her happy by always saying what’s on his mind right on the spot.

Part 2:

Essay handed in and here's a question for you all: Why everyone has a blog today?!

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